from Your dearest son,
Ferdi
The cracks of faith
My mom taught me about Jesus
About hopes
About the land He promised
It was…
What now?
My eyes are swollen
There’s nothing I can do about
Hopes and prayers were stolen
It killed my proud
My mom taught me about demons
About fears
About the separation they made
It was…
What then?
I’m fallen
I’m crushed
But so much stronger when I wake up
Still in a dryness
My mom taught me about revelation
About elevation
About the thousand years
It was…
What is between?
It feels like I’m waiting for nothing in years
It feels like I’m drowning alone with tears
It feels like my springs turn into winters
It feels like my winters darken the glitters
And the glitters are streaming down
From my swollen eyes
My damn black swollen eyes
But somehow,
I think I need someone to trust
Something to believe
Like everybody else
Without it I feel worst within
So, someday
I will teach my kids about all stupid people in this very stupid world
About stupid religion they make
About stupid reasons cause of wars
And the restrictiveness they have
My mom taught me about Jesus
About hopes
About the land He promised
It is killing me now
It is…
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